Sunday, August 30, 2020

2 Poems Published in Sept. 2020 YCN

6 a.m. Feeding
By Janet Sobczyk, 2020

Pale pink sky
low clouds 
rustle of wings 
sharp eyes spy seeds 
sharp beak defends 
squabbles rebuff 
push off 
flutter back 
crowd ‘round 
until… 
only shells left.

Back to School After Covid
By Janet Sobczyk, 2020

It took courage
 to step in those doors on August 10th
 the doors we last walked through on March 16th
 stunned, struggling to understand
 all our plans evaporated
 in the wake of a mystery illness
 striking randomly
 like an enemy submarine taking out our country’s fleet
 stealthily, swiftly, inciting mass fear.

 One survivor said on the phone 
“My family got Covid, 
I don’t know if I’ll ever be brave enough to teach again.” 
Another teacher texted, 
“I quit after getting Covid, 
I’m praying for you as you return to school.” 
Grateful for her prayers 
I think, with hope, “they survived!” 
against the odds, both were most vulnerable. 

And so did the woman 
I feared wouldn’t make it 
the first documented case in Nebraska 
played basketball at Special Olympics 
against my daughter’s team 
so friendly, talking smack, smiling 
we ate lunch with her 
only God knew she’d soon be 
in critical care for weeks. 

She was vulnerable 
so is my daughter 
and my spouse, and me, scared 
wanting to stay home in a safe bubble 
venturing out for weekly supplies 
content to work remotely, 
study online, video chat 
walk the dog, do yard work 
as sunshine beckons. 

Now summer recedes, duty calls 
ignore the statistics and news 
gather strength for a new journey 
re-enter a school familiar 
but profoundly changed 
interact with people in person again 
anxiety’s high 
but there’s comfort, too 
a team working for a good cause. 

August 17th, it’s showtime! 
the stage is set, protocols in place 
to welcome brave students 
with bright eyes and masked smiles 
wanting to hug, holding back 
they line up at arms’ length 
thrilled to see friends again 
but nervous knowing the danger 
one pukes and goes home. 

The day is filled with teaching 
routines, new rules, not much math 
sanitizing, washing hands 
taking temps three times a day 
sanitizing, washing hands 
the students tire, barely speak 
teachers talk all day behind masks 
feel claustrophobic, dehydrated 
everyone goes home exhausted. 

The week flies by 
students stagger in, not used to early rising 
one quarantined Zooms 
his face on iPad carried from class to class 
strange, but our new normal 
Wednesday feels like it should be the weekend 
we keep calm, carry on 
by Friday we all heave a sigh of relief 
we made it through the first week!

Click here to see the September issue of Your Country Neighbor.

Monday, August 3, 2020

"A Dying Barn" published in YCN Aug. 2020


A Dying Barn
by Janet Sobczyk, 2020

Abandoned barn amid neatly tilled rows
 red paint worn down to gray wood
 decrepit boards broken, sagging
 vines creep up sides, to pitch of roof
 appear to hold the structure together
 wrap it in a soft green blanket
 shingles blown off in patches
 let setting rays shine through
 an orange sunburst
 like the last breath of life
 leaving an old man’s skeletal frame
 soul’s glow resilient, ascends
 follows the directional arms of steel weathervane
 its silhouette forming a cross
 pointing the way heavenward.


I wrote this poem when I saw a photo of a dilapidated barn covered in ivy with sunlight gleaming through its holes. I don't have permission to use that photo so Stephen Hassler, editor of Your Country Neighbor, was kind enough to find a great one of his own to pair with my poem. Many thanks!